Full-Blown Suffering: My Struggle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with severe pain around one eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with sudden, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a